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2 Corinthians 5: 12-20
NOTHING BETWEEN©
Rosalind Russell and Alec Guinness starred in a
movie years ago called A Majority of One. Russell played the part of an
Orthodox Jewess, a widow who lived in a walkup apartment in Brooklyn. Her world
was very clear to her; her traditions gave her life meaning. Her whole
self-identification was wrapped up in her role as a Jewish woman, mother, and
member of her Jewish community. Her son, who worked in the diplomatic service
had been newly assigned to Japan, so he asked his mother to join him and his
wife to live with them in this new world.
On the ship across the ocean Russell met a
wealthy, widowed, Japanese businessman (portrayed by Guinness). He, like
Russell, had a very clear picture of who he was in his world, his culture. The
two cultures met as these two people grew in friendship. Both of these people
knew exactly who they were. You could say that they were very effective
ambassadors of their cultures.
St. Paul wrote that we, too, are
ambassadors—Ambassadors of Christ. By that he meant that we, as Christians, are
completely new people since coming to faith.
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We have repented and been forgiven;
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we are at peace and fellowship with God,
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and we have a new job,
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a new identity--as ambassadors for Christ.
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Our whole world wrapped around Jesus Christ
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and living a life that will represent him to the world,
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just like an ambassador does.
I call this sermon Nothing Between,
named after a gospel hymn that’s in our hymnal. The hymn tells us that there is
no room for anything to stand between our soul and our savior. That is, we
need to repent of those things that stand between us and God.
Repentance is the theme of Lent and is basic to
our faith in Christ. When we repent we become reconciled to God and
Ambassadors for Christ in this world.
We shall begin by asking, ‘How can we know what
is in our hearts’? Then we’ll hear two examples of repentant hearts. And
finally we shall take time for a look inside our hearts to see if and where it
is that we must repent.
The first question we need to ask ourselves is,
‘How can we know what is in our hearts? How can we know what we might really
need to repent of? Besides a general confession about sins of omission, what is
it that we have to repent?
There is a way of knowing, a way of hearing,
what our hearts tell us. It has to do with the way we speak to ourselves.
What do we say to ourselves?
When we begin to think of how we speak to
ourselves, we can begin to recognize what we really think or feel. The way we
talk to ourselves tells us who we are and what we do.
When we begin to think of how we speak to
ourselves, we can begin to recognize what we really think or feel. The way we
talk to ourselves tells us who we are and what we do.
When we talk to ourselves, we identify who we
are to ourselves. On of the things I say to myself is, ‘I love to sing; singing
is something I do; and I don’t mind singing for anybody, anytime.’ Maybe you
say something like that about cooking or working with numbers or out in the shop
or teaching or working in the garden.
We also define ourselves when we say things
about what we are not. Maybe you say, ‘I am not a smoker or I don’t frequent
bars, or I don’t watch scary movies; or I don’t watch a lot of what’s offered
these days on T.V.’
When we talk about to ourselves sometimes
limits us, because we can also say things to ourselves that keep us from doing
certain things.
For instance, I say to myself,
‘I’m not a runner; I don’t run.’ Or ‘I can’t draw.’ Or ‘I don’t speak Deutsch
very well.’
We each have many such things we
say about ourselves. We say things about our history: “I had a really good
childhood, and I feel much loved today.’ Or ‘My childhood was hard. I was hurt
back then, and I have to watch out for me that I don’t get hurt again.’
When Paul was persecuting
believers he was full of himself. He knew that the followers of Jesus of
Nazareth were very wrong, in fact; it made him hopping mad when he thought of
the blasphemy they were committing when they would call Jesus “Lord” or
“Messiah”. How could those people say such lies! It was a direct affront to
Almighty God! Everything within Paul was dead set against such lies, and he was
determined to rid the world of such wrong thinking! (Can you see what his
‘self-talk’ was like then?)
Paul knew the reasons for his
anger. He probably reviewed them in his mind again and again. He would
remember the most sacred law, ‘Hear, O Israel, The LORD is our God, the LORD
alone. You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, and with all your
soul, and with all your might.” One God would mean that it is impossible for
the man who died to be God.
Then the believers were saying
that the man Jesus, who died on the cross at Golgotha, was alive! They were
saying that he had risen from the dead and they had seen him many times. Paul
did not believe what they said, and it made him even angrier.
Then something changed. You
know the story. Paul was on his way to Damascus, intent on cleaning out the
nest of believers that had sprung up there, when he met Jesus! Jesus spoke to
Paul, and Paul knew Jesus WAS alive! Suddenly everything that Paul had been
saying about Jesus was turned around. Suddenly, Paul realized that he was
wrong, and the believers were right, because he had met the living Jesus.
The thing that was standing
between Paul and the LORD was his disbelief in Jesus’ being alive. When he
realized he was wrong, Paul changed. He began thinking and talking in a
completely different way. We don’t know exactly how Paul spoke to himself, but
we have plenty of letters from Paul to tell us how his thinking had changed:
But whatever anyone dares to boast
of—I am speaking as a fool—I also dare to boast of that. Are they Hebrews? So
am I. Are they Israelites? So am I. Are they descendants of Abraham? So am
I. Are they ministers of Christ? I am talking like a madman—I am a better one:
with far greater labors, far more imprisonments, with countless floggings, and
often near death. Five times I have received from the Jews the forty lashed
minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I received a stoning.
Three times I was shipwrecked; for a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on
frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from bandits, danger from my
own people, danger from Gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness,
danger at sea, danger from false brothers and sisters; in toil and hardship,
through many a sleepless night, hungry and thirsty, often without food, cold and
naked. 2d Cor 11
Paul knew he was a new
person, changed by his new relationship with Jesus. He had turned from
persecuting the believers to being one of them. He was reconciled to God
through Christ, and he had become an ambassador for Christ to the world.
Each of us has to
make that same change. Paul’s example is what we need, too.
Repenting is the
big step. How do we really know what to repent? Perhaps we’re really not sure
what things need repentance in our lives. You can be sure that for each of us it
is a different matter. But each of us needs to repent.
Repentance is a
matter of getting where the trouble is and making a change at that point.
The best way to
explain that is to share a moment that crystallized it for me. I’ve mentioned
before that I took prescribed medicine for twenty-two years—anti-convulsants,
that the doctors told me to take. These drugs occasionally would seem to
collect in my system and cause my whole world to become extremely cloudy. It was
nearly impossible to be with people because I couldn’t follow the conversation.
These episodes would last for days and sometime weeks at a time for me. It was
very frustrating. Somehow the drugs didn’t affect my doing stuff, like
housework, but having a conversation was sometimes a terrible challenge.
I had been
reading a book from a friend at church, which said that we are supposed to
praise God in every situation. Generally speaking, I agreed with that
proposition, but there was one area of my life that I know I could not praise
God for. That was my head problem. I wanted that trouble to go away so badly;
I wanted God to heal me of it, whatever it was. At that point, though, I knew I
could not praise God for it. But the words in the book kept bugging me. They
kept ringing in my head. “Praise God in this situation, too.” Finally, I
decided that I should be obedient and, whether I felt like it or not, I should
honestly praise God, anyway. I got down on my knees and began to thank God, but
just as my knees hit the floor, a thought came into my mind that had never
occurred to me before. The thought was ‘I am very full of self-pity.’ I really
had never realized that before, but I had been thinking ‘O poor me! No one else
in the world has this problem!’ I realized that the self-pity was wrong; so I
immediately asked God to forgive me for that.
Something changed
that day. The head problem didn’t go away; everything was the same, except
something inside me was different. I knew something was happening. That was a
moment of repentance for me, and immediately after that I felt I had a new
relationship with God.
Each one of us
has a different place to begin this process, because each of us has our own
story, our own situation. No one else can ever tell you where to begin. That’s
something you must find out.
Repentance is
needed at the point where we find ourselves not able to thank or praise God in
that situation.
We need to think
about our worlds and how we think and what place or event, if any, is something
we cannot thank God for, what we cannot praise Him for. Those are the things
that are separating us from God.
Think for
yourself, in what part of your life might there be
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a moment
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a person
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a deed
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a situation
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a job
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a relative
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a memory
Something that is part of you and your story, a part where work needs to happen
in your life that is the place where you need to take a deep breath and look
long and hard at the thing, whatever it is, that is standing between you and
reconciliation with God.
Then! After we’ve made that discovery, we know what it is that needs to be
repented and have decided to make a change then we can begin to recognize the
new identity, which God has given us.
We
can use words like:
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God loves me
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God has forgiven me for
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And you name it
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God will be with me
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Even through this trial
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God wants health and goodness for
me
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God is calling me into fellowship
I can thank and praise God
for
God has made me
new
God has given me
a new identity
I am an
ambassador of Christ in this world
I know what it is
to repent and be reconciled to God.
When we begin to
talk to ourselves that way, we have heard our heart; we know what we think; we
are being truthful with ourselves, and we are being truthful with God. You
could say that there is nothing that is standing between yourself and God,
nothing between your heart and God.
I mentioned a
hymn in our hymnal that celebrates that fact. It is called Nothing Between.
I’d like to read it to you, and then I’ll teach it to you
Then we can take that
thought with us this week in song:
Nothing between my soul and
my Savior
Naught of this world’s
delusive dream’
I have renounced all sinful
pleasure;
Jesus is mine, there’s
nothing between.
Chorus:
Nothing between my soul and
my Savior,
So that his blessed face
may be seen’
Nothing preventing the
least of his favor;
Keep the way clear! Let
nothing between.
Nothing between, like
worldly pleasure;
habits of life, though
harmless they seem,
Must not my heart from him
ever sever;
He is my all, there’s
nothing between.
Nothing between, like pride
or station;
Self or friend shall not
intervene;
Though it may cost me much
tribulation,
I am resolved, there’s
nothing between.
Nothing between, e’en many
hard trials,
Though the whole world
against me convene;’
Watching with prayer and
much self denial,
I’ll triumph at
last, there’s nothing between.
Copyright © 2009 Marjorie Palmer. All Rights Reserved. No portion of
this writing may be reproduced in any form without specific, written
permission of the author.
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